20 years ago I was in labor with you. You sure took your time coming into the world. I miis you so much. You were such a sweet kid. You are always on my mind and in my heart.
From one teen angel's mom to another... / Rhonda Gregory Momma To Teen Angel Amanda Cox (a friend passing by )
i wish i had words to say that would be adequate. but there are none. i too have a "forever teen" and it is so hard dealing with the loss of what should have been, could have been, and what will never be. i know we will someday see our teen angels again, but it is so hard dealing with the loss of their physical presence in our lives. all the little day to day things that made them so special. i would like to think that sara anda my amanda have found each other in heaven and are hanging out together. amanda never met a stranger in her life here on earth! lol until we are reunited with our sweet girls one day, i hope that you can revel in the sweet memories of your sweet girl, that the days and events in your life will be kind to you, and that you be kind to yourself in this neverending process of grief and coping. nobody really knows how you are feeling, they can only guess. each and every person handles these situations so differently. having gone through the loss of my own 16yr old daughter, i can only imagine what you are going through, but i know that even then i will come up terribly short. i send my love to you and your family, prayers of peace, healing & hope and i thank you for visiting my sweet amanda's site and lighting a candle. it means so much to me when people take the time to do that. it seems that as time goes by, i am the only one that visits amanda's site. Close
Thank you the memories. Few but still there. Somehow someway, all of this has helped my family grow. In some odd sense. As if to tell us to stop & smell the roses. Always tell one another we love each other.
I have a hard time coming here Sara. It's just to painful for your old mom to see that beautiful smile. Nothing eases the pain. It seems so unfair that you never got a chance to grow up, forever 16. I miss you so much.
I saw a butterfly the day after Sara died. It came around quite often in the days following as if to tell me "i'm ok". This butterfly stayed and never lft even when you walked past. There is a saying that a butterfly is like a spirit.
Unlike most people it was hard for us to grieve. Unfamiluar with what the process should be in such circumstances.
there was a song that seemed to give us some kind of peace.
Its by Natalie Grant
This is what it means to be held. How it feels when the sacred is torn from your life And you survive. This is what it is to be loved. And to know that the promise was When everything fell we'd be held.
This hand is bitterness. We want to taste it, let the hatred know our sorrow. The wise hands opens slowly to lilies of the valley and tomorrow.
[Chorus:] This is what it means to be held. How it feels when the sacred is torn from your life And you survive. This is what it is to be loved. And to know that the promise was When everything fell we'd be held.
[Bridge:] If hope is born of suffering. If this is only the beginning. Can we not wait for one hour watching for our Savior?
[Chorus:] This is what it means to be held. How it feels when the sacred is torn from your life And you survive. This is what it is to be loved. And to know that the promise was When everything fell we'd be held.
Its not easy . The great debate about fate and the shoes that just don't quite fit. We ourselves hope you find peace. Give yourself other reasons to go on. I will not forget the young lady, the free spirit, the butterfly.
graduation/ Mom
I cried all the way through it Sara but I knew you were there in spirit. God only know's how much I miss you. God only know's how much I love you. God only know's how much I want to be where you are. I love you now and forever.
Don't Cry / Susan Funk (X-tra Mom ) Don't cry over my grave, No tears should you shed, I have not really left you I've only gone ahead. When you think of me, I hope it is with love, For I shall be returning That love to you, from above.
It is so hard not to cry over your grave, but I DO KNOW, WITHOUT A DOUBT, that you have not left us and return our love from above, my dearest best, sweetest girl. Close
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Father's Day / Rosemary Sis Of Alvin Cremeans
Wishing Sara's father a peaceful Father's Day. love and prayers, Rosemary sis of Alvin Cremeans xoxo